*unsuspecting victim

2005-08-27T12:58:00.000+08:00

HIAYA. i went to see puppies yesterday and oh fuck, they are so not cheap. there were cheap ones but not the breed that i wanted so yeah.
anyways, my results are pretty fucked up. i've got a freaking 12 points! the self-confessed OH SO VERY HOT pokemon cried yesterday. "I'M SORRY!" yeah, sorry. i think im gonna mention names here. if yuen mei was really sorry, ask her to get down on her knees and we'll probably believe her. and pls, are you that naive to think becca's and cor's issues were the only things? ask yourself, how have you been treating those around you or used to be around you. listen to that stinky mouth of yours. i never thought you were ever sorry for anything you've done. yuen mei, you stink and you've gotten very ugly; fat bitch.

2005-08-22T14:17:00.000+08:00

prelims are finally over! chem's screwed. i didnt study, at all. art paper was pretty good, my painting looks nice. (:
i've been running a temperature for the past 4 days. i all alone at home! alicia has gone to some chalet.
omelette's so not fun without her.

i miss brownie ):

2005-08-19T23:22:00.000+08:00

i've been gone for the longest time, but anyway. prelims are almost through. all im left with is chem and ART. yeahyeah.
brownie's gone and i miss him dearly. i wonder how he's doing. i wonder if he's feeling fine. i wonder if he lost weight. i wonder if he remembers me and i wonder if he thinks of me.
it SO SAD! when i come home, that space is empty. it feels like i've lost the greatest part of me. have you ever missed someone so bad, you felt like dying? yeah, that's how i feel. my BROWNIE!
yes, one more thing before i leave for a very long time, my hair sucks and i've been doing very fine blocking out everything that's happening. it's just tragic that we seemed like strangers on an empty street. yes, i've tried finding ways to speak to you but nope, i wasnt successful. i dont want to leave things like this. pls do contact me if you see this, i wont be onlining as often or not anymore. i might just die walking out today, so if it's anything i've done, IM SORRY.

2005-08-02T18:28:00.000+08:00

<--click to enlarge (:

is there something wrong with blogspot.com/tag-board or is it my computer? i cant view any blogs or tagboards.
come to think of it, who cares. anyway, my boards are empty, the ob. drawings are half-done. there's NO transformation. and i need two more freaking layouts. and still, i have to think of the damn statement, visual language and explanation. DAMN! im running out of time.
oh yes, another moment of my ever-so-mundane life, I HAVE A PUPPY AT HOME! okays, it's not mine. but i LOVE BROWNIE AS MUCH!
i still think it should be called 'eyebrows'. yeah. it's super adorable. but poor thing, i dont know what's wrong with it, it's shit-ing like no one's business. my fingers got chewed and smells like dog's breath. HA. brownie brought much joy. *loveees.

2005-07-28T18:50:00.000+08:00

mrs ong is a big fat LIAR! liar! liar!!
prep work's in on wed. she said tomorrow. this is called, LYING THROUGH YOUR TEETH. i somehow suspect coursewrk's on wed too.
fat liar. i dont like you!

2005-07-26T19:45:00.000+08:00

i have FINALLY scanned all the neos! yay!! lol, i gave sch a miss today. the rain was like your niggies' hair. it was HUGE!
yeah, yeah, yeah. im gonna go return a borrowed dvd. bah` im outta here.

here's some :) new and old ones.

2005-07-25T19:02:00.000+08:00

:) bewitched is a super old show but its nice. it was on hallmark :)
there's math tomorrow and chem test. i so dont enjoy school. there's just too many demons to fight. and im doing it alone. i'll carry those happy moments, its just different now. we're not the same anymore. i wished all these would be over. please dont grow tired of me, im sorry if my insecurities are drowning you out.
im sorry if all things bad happen because of me. im sorry if my presence caused you pain.

if only we were like before.

2005-07-22T00:01:00.000+08:00

school starts in about 7 hours. im staying home. im in mood zero for school.
mom's asleep. i kinda missed the times when she took me to the playground and to mac's for nice hot pancakes. i wished we could do that now. i miss lying on her lap.
i miss talking to the girls. i miss laughing and i miss after-school lunches and bubble tea. do you miss them?

2005-07-20T18:18:00.000+08:00

i stopped by to forget about life for awhile. recently, i cant seem to find my smile.

i've lost precious sleep over art, it exhausting me totally. i woke up late today, was in school at 11.

i dont know how im going to pull through tomorrow. i feel like screaming.

i thought that friendship was everything and that i could count on them even when the world turned their backs on me. i guess i was wrong.

i feel like dancing, to take away the pain.

2005-07-16T00:02:00.000+08:00

i thought this http://www.apasial.blogspot.com/ was nice. i had lots and lots of FUN today. and i won something? haha, i dont know what it is. i'll be collecting it tomorrow. cable vision's on tomorrow! i am very very extremely glad.

the days i was not in school, i dont know what i've missed but i can sense something's wrong. and i do hope you know that i've placed almost all hope on you and if that was to be betrayed, i'll be downright disappointed. if that's not called ignorance, i dont know what is. you've neglected a friend.

2005-07-10T12:49:00.000+08:00

i've gotten a pair of pretty heels! after a very long search.
aiya, im so bored. and tired.. i have not touched the paper cut since friday afternoon. i cannot bring myself to do what ong asked me tooooo.
it's uncomfortable looking at the ONE shade of color. nooo, ugly. haha.
yes, no one's home. im blasting the music. i'll be out later; again. to print photos, buy cutting mat and the stringss.

ive got lots of new clothes (:

2005-07-07T23:32:00.000+08:00

i have not studied for the test(s) tomorrow. BIG SIGH! i hate school. it's mentally-draining.

if you see me, please say hi,

when im feeling down, please ask me why.

all i ask for is a little sensitivity, a little bit more security.
forgive me if im a little childish, all i wanted was for you to give me an identity.

if you leave me now, you'll take away the greatest part of me

here the rain comes, wake me up when september ends.

thanks eileen dear, for listening. what i really needed.

2005-07-04T20:38:00.000+08:00

a lot like love's nice. and retarded. yep, i've yet to finish my math homework and paper cut.

mom's home, like finally. i dont like it when the house's quiet and dark. feels untouched.

if you're leaving, could you take me with you?

2005-07-02T23:40:00.000+08:00

i cant watch live 8! )=

2005-06-30T23:41:00.000+08:00

some annoying human just wouldnt pick up the damned phone! i decided to come online after 3 days, just for awhile.
school's one heck of a tiring journey. apparently the education system here is kinda screwed up. i finally completed jac's color scheme, in two days. i took weeks for mine. the only thing im looking forward too is the youth day celebration =)
i hate where my life stands right now, i dont want to be forgotten but somehow, i feel forgetten. a tad to much to handle.

2005-06-27T21:31:00.000+08:00

my skin feels SO SMOOTH. haha, the scrub helped. but i feel as though there are things crawling on me.
i'm so tired. i got home at 7. i completely screwed my oral. totally rubbish. i feel feverish, paper cut's incomplete. i am so not anticipating math lesson tomorrow, 2 PERIODS.

2005-06-26T02:38:00.000+08:00

some are born lucky, some are blessed with lots of nice friends, some have people to help them along the way, others are just happy to be alone. some longed to be loved, some meet mean people, some feel alive when night falls, others find themselves in the arms of loneliness.
well, i am none. i am afraid, afraid to fall, afraid to tear off the masquerade. i am afraid to wake up one morning and find no one. i am afraid to be forgotten. yes, i am insecure. while others immersed themselves in constant struggles to the top, i am here, alone. sometimes, i see an empty road. sometimes, a dirty rag doll. most days, i see happy faces. i dont know, really. i just dont like where i am right now. i have no control over things anyway.
my index has swelled to twice its original. mom believes it's due to the force i exert holding the cutting pen. it's very, extremely painful and tight. i hope it goes away.

today, i feel forgotten.

2005-06-24T23:25:00.000+08:00

I believe someday all the pain will come to an end. It's been hard emotionally, but society makes it more painful. So that's why everyday, I try to smile and laugh my way through. Though it's hard sometimes but the best I can do is to fake it.

School's starting. I dont want the holidays to come to an end. Sigh, big sigh, large sigh, huge sigh, MEGA sigh. School's tough, I dont like it. I never did liked the technical way of stuff anyway. I wished I could do things the way I wanted. I hate school, did I mention? I'm wasting my time cause I know I can never make it academically. So yes, sigh with me. HAI...

I miss my grandpa somehow.

2005-06-22T23:10:00.000+08:00

I caught a movie with dear JACLYN today. I haven't seen her in weeks. Watched Batman Begins today. The movie, in a nutshell, was nice. Kinda touching. Pretty sweet. I liked it; very much in fact. I reckon this is one of the nicest batman movie I ever did watched. So yeah, catch it. I actually cried during one of the scenes in the movie. So you see, it's touching, alright.

Right now, I'm so bored I can rip this computer apart. I shall watch dvds then. (=

2005-06-21T18:02:00.000+08:00

Alrights! I am currently bored to tears so yes, I couldn't continue with my damned paper cut; my hands were getting wet. Anyway, I watched Constantine, again. It's nice. I bought the dvd. Lol, yes. Was too bored. I bought The Mechanist too. Spent close to 75 bucks on dvds. Am bored, right now. That's why I'm about to do what I'm about to do. Mom's on leave for a week.

WHAT IF

Your crush suddenly asks you out?
there's always a catch. something must be up. LOL.

You walk into an elevator and see a couplemaking out?
stay put and watch the passion. (=

Your parents had another baby?
she cant. unless she remarries. but i wont mind.

You're trapped in a building about to explode?
find a comfy place and SLEEP.

You were granted one wish?
i'd wish for MORE WISHES!

Aliens invaded earth?
make friends.

A guy(girl if you're a guy) suddenly kissed you?
err. slap him if he has bad breath.

You won a date with your celeb crush?
who? with sean mackin? i'll go. haha.

You were given a blue car?
sell it. keep it if it was a volkswagen beetle or a vintage mini and spray it bright GREEN!

Your boyfriend/girlfriend breaks up with you?
ask him to take me back then dump him. LOL.

You win a million dollars?
migrate, buy a land, build a castle, build a city where there's NO currency; everything's FREE!

Someone gives you flowers?
i would love a sunflower.

You receive a love letter in your locker?
err. read? feel flattered then stuff it down the bin.

You fail your exam?
lock myself in a car. die from carbon monoxide. so dumb, fail then retake la.

You get first in class?
smile.

Your computer crashes?
throw it down from my window. it's getting old anyway.

You got fired?
find another job?

Your best friend betrays you?
there's nothing i would do. had one too many.

You had to choose between your boyfriend/girlfriend and your best friends?
my best friends. (=

what can u say to those who are reading this right now?
this is not a what if, oh wells. err, i'd say; hi, im amanda. i am BORED.

2005-06-17T20:31:00.000+08:00

I finally understand, we're all falling apart. There's nothing good to look forward too. We're all breaking apart.

2005-06-16T17:50:00.000+08:00

I was struggling with the damned archives just a moment ago. Yes, Jean. I have LOTS of questions. Today's pretty exciting; other that the pain I'm experiencing. It's AH MA'S BIRTHDAY! And the other thing, I completed the English hols homework. Not everything though. I haven't attempted the last task which is kind of terrifying. I'm keeping this short, the pain is restricting me from thinking. I'm kinda excited that Mom's coming home early =)

My holidays are wasted. I have NOT touched art in 2 day and my books in many days. I'm still very bored. There's nowhere to go though I meant to make a trip to Ikea. Becca's going to be off to Phuket. I'm jealous. And yes, Batman next week! I haven't heard from Jac in a long time. No one's going to crap with me online once becca's gone. I AM SAD!

2005-06-15T18:00:00.000+08:00

Today, I've decided to type my words properly. I've always wondered what goes through a politician's mind. I still do. I've yet to find a politician's journal. But I've read words of a few musicians'. I figured they are really interesting characters. I wonder how it is like to lead a life where hours are not enough to do everything and still have time for an 8 hour slumber. I wonder why our skin burns up like a grilled chicken after probably 3 hours of sun treatment. I wonder why some people sing and some can't. I wonder why a jerk like me can't write. I wonder where the first of mankind came from. (Side note: I don't believe in Adam and Eve.) I wonder how it is to live in a bubble. I wonder why beach chairs are made from plastic when they heat up like a roasted sausage after hours in the sun. One last thing, if Man made great inventions, why is it that no one has invented anything that can sew up the depleted ozone layer?

If Pablo Picasso could do a painting of a black bottle and a green bowl, why can't I? We study, we play. We work to earn. Those paper notes with currency lands you with a roof and it makes the world go round. At the end of the day, I just want to have fun chasing the angle which the world rotates. It's amazing how people adore material things, go after sweet nothings, dressed to the nines; looking like they aged a few decades but still turn wide-eyed when the ice cream vendor rings his bell.

I've learnt one thing today; when I closed my eyes, that's when I see you lying next to me. I don't want to try to forget cause I know I can't. I am contented with memories of you playing in my head. I still place my hopes on the stars. Right now, I'm still trying to find myself and the perfect answers to all my doubts. Though I know nothing can be perfect, the perfect answers I'm seeking are things that seem perfect to me. I've accomplished something. Small yet significant to me. Those red buttons are now earrings.

I'm feeling good today though a little fat =)

they resemble a little too much like mushrooms =)

2005-06-13T14:17:00.000+08:00

i wonder who created boredom. well, there's nothing to do, no one's online. okay, there is. BORING people. anyhows, i almost almost wanted to tear up my papercut. i cant find the exact grain of the paper and that's making it really really hard to cut. so yes, to hell with the damned paper.
i am so bored; my xbox has no games. NO games. i hate boredom. sooooo BORED. did i mention, i met my charms that day. probably the most wonderful thing so far. okay, now im bored. i hope you're bored too.

HELLO! TO EVERYONE OUT THERE, INCLUDING THE NOT SO SANE OLD FARTS. and those ugly black stuff that crawls.

2005-06-12T18:01:00.000+08:00

if i go crazy; would you still call me superman?

so what, people rip songs off me. FOR FREE. what am i sia. slave?!

sorry; but i am HOT and BORED. and the fucking transfer's SLOOOOOOOOW. im stuck in this house with no ventilation. hot la. i watched amityville horror. the ending's stupid. MEANINGLESS! anyhows, i am bored. very very superly duperly bored. BORED. you know? BORED? my playlist is getting boring. BORING.

i'll teach you how to spell bored okay? cause im BORED. bored is spelt with a b for banana, an o for orange, a r for rabbit, an e for elephant and finally, a D for DAMN IT. my vocab's boring too. it's very boring, you know? and hot. and im HUNGRY.

i have the jelly school sells! yay!! okay. now it's boring again.

B O R E D.

2005-06-11T16:17:00.000+08:00

im falling in love with all things acoustic.

boredboredboredboredboredboredboredbored
itsfuntypingwithoutspacessoisayraindropskeepfallingon

myheadbutthatdoesntmeanmyeyeswillsoonbeturning

redcryingsnotformecauseimnevergonnastoptherainby

complainingbecauseimfreenothingsworryingme.

boredboredboredboredboredboredboredbored

you see, this is boredom.

2005-06-10T18:03:00.000+08:00

im bored okays. so yes, i DIDNT go out! i didnt go out!(REJOICE) anyway, i forgot what i wanted to type. so yes, i had a dream.(a DREAM! it's rare.) it wasnt freaky, more like a science breakthrough. i didnt go out today! i didnt go out. i still cannot believe it but i didnt go out!
okay, anyway; i absolutely am addicted to haribo roulette. i feel dusty. yesterday was fun. i spent 42 bucks on tops. 42 BUCKS. no big deal? BIG DEAL! it's my OWN cash. okay, i've spent much much more. but, it's MY OWN MONEY! i feel broke. i AM broke but i feel broke. im contradicting myself so yes; rebeccayeo's brother's adorable.
I AM BORED. i watched a movie yesterday. it was lame. and kinda boring. i was wondering why people were laughing. but anyway. the ending was nice. i was so tempted to buy constantine though i've watched it. OKAY! i am going to buy it. and aviator too. im hearing aqua. ohgod. my fuckingwinamp's so boring; i tell you. fuckingboring and one more thing. i HATE, absolutely HATE waiting for people.

young and old, be happy!

2005-06-08T20:46:00.000+08:00

hiee; i didnt get a bikini today. it's okay, cause i saved the 40 buck mom gave me :) one thing though; i forgot to return the umbrella the oh-so-nice shop auntie who lent it to us yst.
i wont be heading to sentosa tomorrow to tan. im down with a above average body temperature. i dont feel so good cause my head hurts(badly) and my muscles' aching; not to mention my back which is always giving me problems. it aint all the fun okays. the panadol's making me perspire; alot. and my shirt's all wet :)
yes, yes. mom bought me lotus paste pau. it's good, the paste isnt that sweet. im hungry still, i didnt have lunch. all i had was the julie's butter crackers for breakfast. i gave in to temptation and bought my salt and vinegar chips :) i cant smile wide enough cause it's really really yummy. i shall have the sour cream and onion one soooon :)
i saw executive body today, chocolates have got vitamins in them. i've got FU YONG DAN to eat! yay!!!

2005-06-07T21:38:00.000+08:00

it's raining heavilyyy. im sleepy (: i saw a pretty pretty pair of earrings at ps today. am i un-fun? im bored okays, answer that question. I WANNA EAT LAYS POTATO CHIPS! preferably salt and vinegar, thankyou. (: im boredboredboredbored and sleepysleepysleepy. i think becca's hilarious.

2005-06-06T21:49:00.000+08:00

i wanna go for the good charlotte concert on 12 july! it's 69 bucks; free standing. means i have to squeeze with smelly perspire-ry people. how exciting.
i had fun today. but im really tired. and my eyes are red. art doesnt suck cause i have my layout all mapped out =)

2005-06-05T22:10:00.000+08:00

i've got PIMPLE BREAKOUTS! im sad la =( and i feel ugly. okay, i AM ugly. but i feel even uglier, now with the pimples adding on to my pain =( it's just not my day alright, the auntie closed her shop. i didnt get to photocopy and i wasted my bus fare. i had paopao cha today =) nothing much, my life's boring. and i kinda think my mom's retarded. yeaa, that's about it. i think im hungry. no, i AM hungry. i wanna drink my minestrone soup. i certainly do pray that we do not get lost tomorrow.
i think my ass is huge.

pimples suck.

2005-06-04T18:29:00.000+08:00

yyawnns.
i woke up about an hour and a half ago. (= my art's almost done. i suppose i'll be heading down to heartland to photocopy. oh, the strawberry thing is called jellyhearts. i had gyoza yesterday (= yummylicious. i made my own pancakes today! they weren't round though. it's the hols and i have homework. i feel shitified. it's a shitified world and my shitified life with shitified homework. shitified.

i'll laugh through all my tears.

2005-06-03T17:49:00.000+08:00

mr krabs' eyes are so adorable! they are stretchable. art was fruitful today =) fishballs talked to an empty house yesterday. mother bought this super super yummy strawberry jelly thing. i had fun today walking in the rain; with a straight 'umbrella'.
i think colin raye's love me is super sweet and today, becca made me realised that there's something to look forward to in life-- laughter.

2005-06-01T15:30:00.000+08:00

my toes are bumble bee-d and starry! im excited. actually, my tummy aches and i feel all jelly.
you know something? my paper cut's doomed. DOOMED. i am so bored i comtemplating quizes. madagascar's funny. I'VE GOT MELMAN'S TOWEL! i like to move it, move it. alrights, im off to do art. what's more tempting is my bed.

somehow, i know something's cheating.

2005-05-28T19:38:00.000+08:00

EDIT/
yawns, i just woke up :) ;bliss. the weather this afternoon was a killer! alrights, i picked up my mp3 and xbox. the mp3's silver, feels fake. it's small and light, has 1GB of space. i feel like hurling it at the wall. carrying the xbox home almost killed me! it weights a startling 5kg! i bought a bag(finally.) and my fcuk top. mother got a
m]phosis shoe which was quite a bargain. it's pretty nice too.

that's about it :)

i wonder how grass jelly's made.

2005-05-28T09:29:00.000+08:00

I GOT UP EARLY! yay! am going to collect my mp3 later :) the internet's kinda boring, all i've done these days are download songs, in bulk. HAHA. i downloaded 19 songs yesterday, all in the span of an hour. LALALA. i'll be back later. for now, cheers! and smile.

it's okay if you have go away, just remember the telephone works both ways. and if I never ever hear it ring, i'll think the bells inside have finally found you someone else. and that's okay cause I'll remember everything you sang ; jason mraz you and i both.

2005-05-27T19:56:00.000+08:00

tracing paper shrinks; just ask corinne. LOL. it was chao funny.

i slept till 3 today, till Oldie called actually. well, if anything happens dear, i'll be here! im so bored and i need to pee.

anyhows, i dont know what im missing but i know i trust them and if they were to betray that trust, i dont know what i'll do really. for now, i hope things wont turn drastic.

im not doing okay, if you would like to know. so if you tell me, i hope you're feeling fine, i'll tell you; things arent fine. they never were and sometimes, i wished you knew how i really felt.

2005-05-25T18:41:00.000+08:00

i got my resultsss. it's bad. im not gonna announce it here or wadever. find it out yourself. (:
im hearing michael jackson's song, i kinda think the wacko has got nice songs. he totally destroyed himself la. hou kai. (((: i had fun today, pearls are precious and apple sauce's nice. LOL! we took practically all the sauce they had at macs.

i neeeed to do my art, tomorrow's gonna be fun.

AUNTIES' DAY OUT!

2005-05-24T20:51:00.000+08:00

ah bengs use msn! i found that quite amusing. (: anyhows, there was this chao ah beng, i shall not mention what exactly happened but i am rather pissed, who was so freakin rude (i thought he was).
i dont like rude people; im trying to curb my rude-ness. yes, i passed my art! oh, i dropped my phone; AGAIN.

that's about it, this is how boring my life is. jealous?

2005-05-22T21:45:00.000+08:00

I WON A MP3 PLAYER! LALALA!!

i got the letter yesterday. (: probably be collecting it on tuesday or smth. this is probably the seond luckiest thing that has ever happened to meeeee. the first? i've got wonderful aunties. (:
okay, im bored. superr bored. maybe i should dangle myself out of the window. a beautiful mind is on later.

on random; i miss my aunties.

2005-05-21T22:30:00.000+08:00

bowling for soup has a fat bastard! that's enough to set me all excited. afatbastardafatbastard!

that was, just on random; i decided to curb my curiosity.

side note: im getting my f*ucking hair cut tomorrow. i cant f*caking wait.

im allowed to curse right?

my mole's called lola :)

the catch, it's kinky.

2005-05-20T21:34:00.000+08:00

i feel stupid! i was struggling with jean's blog. i was wondering where the navigations are. oh man, i so dumb.
anyway, we didnt go IKEA. hia er, my sis broke the computer chair; did i mention? and i didnt drink bubble tea todayy. we went parkway instead. my bladder almost burst on me. walk-a-jog wasnt AT ALL exciting. it was, . . . hot? like, very. the sec fours were damn slow. christina's probably the most retarded person i know. i snapped today cause of the weather, i had a throbbing headache. it was f*cking hot and big fat bird got us to assemble at the open field where the wasn't ANY trees. IM SORRY, jacs; for snapping at you. (:

i feel stupid (!) part II.
we waited at the wrong bus stop for 55. and it was embarrassing. we got too excited when the bus came, and when it didnt stop, i was almost hysterical. i waved and jumped summore okays!
we were auntified today. super auntified.

today was fun. i poured curry sauce into auntie becca's lemon tea. ah, jean's idea. tasted like flower teeeeaa.
okay, IM SORRY. (: i feel asleep watching teevee, see; it's possible.

i wanna turn up in my brithday suit;

she's stealing my identity.

2005-05-19T20:13:00.000+08:00

LALALALA! EXAMS ARE OVER! OVER!
sweet smell of liberation~ anyways, i was at heartland. with two aunties. drank bubble tea!! yay!

becca's some sua ku or smth. she kept changing the volume on my ipod! apparently, the scrolls were COOL to her. you, sua ku! which idiot takes 10 mins to decide on where to go?
headed to suntec thereafter. with jacccclyn. something over came us. EVIL FORCE TOOK US OVER. we fell to the dark side. (LOL!) we were super tired. ate aunty anne's!! scanned the shops and she finally got her bag. the nike bag i wanted. but was too big for me. oh wells. it's NICE, anyway. melovesit. i found a fun way to eat kiwi.

the brighter side, there's walk-a-jog tomorrow. it's an exciting day! i'll be just walking. am too lazy. IKEA after that. EXCITEMENT! but i'll be travelling half of sg to get there. :(
the down side is, amityville horror will be on tuesday. madagascar on friday. im so broke.
the bigger picture, i found a wallet im attracted to! and my HAIRCUT on sunday :)

the small prints; rebecca's a mafia boss.

2005-05-18T22:33:00.000+08:00

hello everyone.

well, I HATE SCHOOL; i just got that cleared. the mid year's ALMOST over, and i ALMOST couldnt pull through. im so DEPRIVED of sleep. those nosey parkers are back under my lids. im sad alrights? and hotel california's making me feel worse. OH GAWD. im cracking up. nooooooo. i feel cranky.

there's art;
and season two of [NIP TUCK] starts today! like, right now. goddammit! there's ART. ART!!! fuckart. i hate ~~art.~~ all i've done is my final layout. you can just shoot me right now. just shoot me; I AM SO GOING TO PON TENG SCHOOL NEXT WEEK.

on a lighter note (heavier rather), friendster's so NOT WORKING! it totally cranked out. i hate friendster. that somehow doesnt make my day. i met smelly RI boys. ooo, stinky.

point two, my left arm's aching. and my lids are shutting. (THERE'S ART)
point three, oldie's got comfortable keyboards.
point four, my playlist's getting boring. (THERE'S ART)
point five, i want to sleep terribly. (THERE'S ART)
point six, i am darn popular. (so what? THERE'S ART)
point seven, i miss vickieee. she makes my day. (THERE'S STILL ART)
point eight, i falling into the medically unfit column. (?! THERE'S ART)
point nine, this is probably one of my longest entry :) (THERE FUCKINGIS ART)
point ten, i dont wanna think about it. im moving on. i figured, it just isnt worth ANYTHING, pokheads.

i dont wanna talk about it, i just want to cry infront of you.

im off, to do ~~ART.~~

2005-05-18T12:57:00.000+08:00

paper two's sooo much easier! just that, i had not enough time. if only i had FIVE more minutes. alright, im failing my art. am not intending to hand in any transformations. probably one or two layouts. someone else's work is my final piece. im such a CHEATER! im heading down to hougang to do art. WOW.

sometimes i just want to disappear,

turn from this life and never come back.

but then i wonder who would feed my cats?

-julia martin

2005-05-17T19:09:00.000+08:00

playing;bowling for soup's almost.

i think this song's cute. i was on a tone recording spreeeeee! :) i heard colin raye's love me and i cried. BOOHOO. that song's the sweetest song ever.
english paper was alright; im praying i'd pass. chinese; first part was easy but the compre was chao difficult. it was those kind where you had to put in your own answers not copy from passage kind. IM SO GONNA FLUNK CHINESE. and tomorrow's maths paper two. REMEMBER TO DIG EARS CLEAN!

2005-05-16T20:55:00.000+08:00

playing;dusty springfield's son of a preacher man

i met TWO kind souls today; :) and i thank god for them! they were really really sweeeeet. sugary! im glad cause they made me realise there are people around that cared. yay!!
MATHS WAS SUPER TOUGH. chem was a breeze. yes, i hoping my revision yield some good results. i haven done anything for art. so busted. WHO CARES. i'll probably hand in some torn paper. :) *anyhow's monkified.

*it doesnt surprise me.

2005-05-15T22:30:00.000+08:00

playing;busted's last christmas.

alrights. it's a busted's cover of a very old song; last christmas. I HAVE THAT CD. ORIGINAL SINGER. oh gawd.
i've been hearing lots of oldies. OLDIE GOT THAT INTO ME! anyhows. oldies are nice, wonderfully written, awfully sweet. i studied. yay!! i've got a feeling, math's a goner. ): they dont surprise me; TYPICAL!

we all need somebody to lean on;

2005-05-15T01:36:00.000+08:00

playing;michael buble's home.

i was supposed to study but my computer's so distracting. and the excitement of a new blog isnt helping. =)

LOL. so yes, after this; im on to revision.

math's fun.

on random thought; michael buble's such a BLUE person. XD

2005-05-14T22:04:00.000+08:00

playing;howie day's collide.

i slept, ALOT. (: i still need somemore. lol. alrights.
i decided to start anew. yay! :))
i've got only math, chinese and chem paper to mug for. exams draw to a close after art paper.
I HAVEN DONE ANYTHING FOR ART. WOW.
im doing it the day BEFORE. i need a hair cut. yes, yes. my mom's retarded! i stumbled upon her; half-naked. HAHAS!
should have seen her reaction :)

cant smile without you :)